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"All right, mother; don't let's talk about it any more. Know that
I love you; and I thank you most heartily."
She walked into the kitchen in order not to annoy him with her tears.
CHAPTER XVIII
Several days later Vyesovshchikov came in, as shabby, untidy, and
disgruntled as ever.
"Haven't you heard who killed Isay?" He stopped in his clumsy
pacing of the room to turn to Pavel.
"No!" Pavel answered briefly.
"There you got a man who wasn't squeamish about the job! And I'd
always been preparing to do it myself. It was my job--just the
thing for me!"
"Don't talk nonsense, Nikolay," Pavel said in a friendly manner.
"Now, really, what's the matter with you?" interposed the mother
kindly. "You have a soft heart, and yet you keep barking like a
vicious dog. What do you go on that way for?"
At this moment she was actually pleased to see Nikolay. Even his
pockmarked face looked more agreeable to her. She pitied him as
never before.
"Well, I'm not fit for anything but jobs like that!" said Nikolay
dully, shrugging his shoulders. "I keep thinking, and thinking
where my place in the world is. There is no place for me! The
people require to be spoken to, and I cannot. I see everything; I
feel all the people's wrongs; but I cannot express myself: I have a
dumb soul." He went over to Pavel with drooping head; and scraping
his fingers on the table, he said plaintively, and so unlike
himself, childishly, sadly: "Give me some hard work to do, comrade.
I can't live this life any longer. It's so senseless, so useless.
You are all working in the movement, and I see that it is growing,
and I'm outside of it all. I haul boards and beams. Is it possible
to live for the sake of hauling timber? Give me some hard work."
Pavel clasped his hand, pulling him toward himself.
"We will!"
From behind the curtains resounded the Little Russian's voice:
"Nikolay, I'll teach you typesetting, and you'll work as a
compositor for us. Yes?"
Nikolay went over to him and said:
"If you'll teach me that, I'll give you my knife."
"To the devil with your knife!" exclaimed the Little Russian and
burst out laughing.
"It's a good knife," Nikolay insisted. Pavel laughed, too.
Vyesovshchikov stopped in the middle of the room and asked:
"Are you laughing at me?"
"Of course," replied the Little Russian, jumping out of bed. "I'll
tell you what! Let's take a walk in the fields! The night is fine;
there's bright moonshine. Let's go!"
"All right," said Pavel.
"And I'll go with you, too!" declared Nikolay. "I like to hear you
laugh, Little Russian."
"And I like to hear you promise presents," answered the Little
Russian, smiling.
While Andrey was dressing in the kitchen, the mother scolded him:
"Dress warmer! You'll get sick." And when they all had left, she
watched them through the window; then looked at the ikon, and said
softly: "God help them!"
She turned off the lamp and began to pray alone in the moonlit room.
The days flew by in such rapid succession that the mother could not
give much thought to the first of May. Only at night, when,
exhausted by the noise and the exciting bustle of the day, she went
to bed, tired and worn out, her heart would begin to ache.
"Oh, dear, if it would only be over soon!"
At dawn, when the factory whistle blew, the son and the Little
Russian, after hastily drinking tea and snatching a bite, would go,
leaving a dozen or so small commissions for the mother. The whole
day long she would move around like a squirrel in a wheel, cook
dinner, and boil lilac-colored gelatin and glue for the proclamations.
Some people would come, leave notes with her to deliver to Pavel,
and disappear, infecting her with their excitement.
The leaflets appealing to the working people to celebrate the first
of May flooded the village and the factory. Every night they were
posted on the fences, even on the doors of the police station; and
every day they were found in the factory. In the mornings the
police would go around, swearing, tearing down and scraping off the
lilac-covered bills from the fences. At noon, however, these bills
would fly over the streets again, rolling to the feet of the
passers-by. Spies were sent from the city to stand at the street
corners and carefully scan the working people on their gay passages
from and to the factory at dinner time. Everybody was pleased to
see the impotence of the police, and even the elder workingmen would
smile at one another:
"Things are happening, aren't they?"
All over, people would cluster into groups hotly discussing the
stirring appeals. Life was at boiling point. This spring it held
more of interest to everybody, it brought forth something new to
all; for some it was a good excuse to excite themselves--they could
pour out their malicious oaths on the agitators; to others, it
brought perplexed anxiety as well as hope; to others again, the
minority, an acute delight in the consciousness of being the power
that set the village astir.
Pavel and Andrey scarcely ever went to bed. They came home just
before the morning whistle sounded, tired, hoarse, and pale. The
mother knew that they held meetings in the woods and the marsh; that
squads of mounted police galloped around the village, that spies
were crawling all over, holding up and searching single workingmen,
dispersing groups, and sometimes making an arrest. She understood
that her son and Andrey might be arrested any night. Sometimes she
thought that this would be the best thing for them.
Strangely enough, the investigation of the murder of Isay, the
record clerk, suddenly ceased. For two days the local police
questioned the people in regard to the matter, examining about ten
men or so, and finally lost interest in the affair.
Marya Korsunova, in a chat with the mother, reflected the opinion of
the police, with whom she associated as amicably as with everybody:
"How is it possible to find the guilty man? That morning some hundred
people met Isay, and ninety of them, if not more, might have given
him the blow. During these eight years he has galled everybody."
The Little Russian changed considerably. His face became hollow-cheeked;
his eyelids got heavy and drooped over his round eyes, half covering
them. His smiles were wrung from him unwillingly, and two thin wrinkles
were drawn from his nostrils to the corners of his lips. He talked
less about everyday matters; on the other hand, he was more frequently
enkindled with a passionate fire; and he intoxicated his listeners
with his ecstatic words about the future, about the bright, beautiful
holiday, when they would celebrate the triumph of freedom and reason.
Listening to his words, the mother felt that he had gone further than
anybody else toward the great, glorious day, and that he saw the joys
of that future more vividly than the rest. When the investigations of
Isay's murder ceased, he said in disgust and smiling sadly:
"It's not only the people they treat like trash, but even the very
men whom they set on the people like dogs. They have no concern for
their faithful Judases, they care only for their shekels--only for
them." And after a sullen silence, he added: "And I pity that man
the more I think of him. I didn't intend to kill him--didn't want to!"
"Enough, Andrey," said Pavel severely.
"You happened to knock against something rotten, and it fell to
pieces," added the mother in a low voice.
"You're right--but that's no consolation."
He often spoke in this way. In his mouth the words assumed a
peculiar, universal significance, bitter and corrosive.
At last, it was the first of May! The whistle shrilled as usual,
powerful and peremptory. The mother, who hadn't slept a minute
during the night, jumped out of bed, made a fire in the samovar,
which had been prepared the evening before, and was about, as
always, to knock at the door of her son's and Andrey's room, when,
with a wave of her hand she recollected the day, and went to seat
herself at the window, leaning her cheek on her hand.
Clusters of light clouds, white and rosy, sailed swiftly across the
pale blue sky, like huge birds frightened by the piercing shriek of
the escaping steam. The mother watched the clouds, absorbed in
herself. Her head was heavy, her eyes dry and inflamed from the
sleepless night. A strange calm possessed her breast, her heart was
beating evenly, and her mind dwelt on only common, everyday things.
"I prepared the samovar too early; it will boil away. Let them
sleep longer to-day; they've worn themselves out, both of them."
A cheerful ray of sun looked into the room. She held her hand out
to it, and with the other gently patted the bright young beam,
smiling kindly and thoughtfully. Then she rose, removed the pipe
from the samovar, trying not to make a noise, washed herself, and
began to pray, crossing herself piously, and noiselessly moving her
lips. Her face was radiant, and her right eyebrow kept rising
gradually and suddenly dropping.
The second whistle blew more softly with less assurance, a tremor
in its thick and mellow sound. It seemed to the mother that the
whistle lasted longer to-day than ever. The clear, musical voice
of the Little Russian sounded in the room:
"Pavel, do you hear? They're calling."
The mother heard the patter of bare feet on the floor and some one
yawn with gusto.
"The samovar is ready," she cried.
"We're getting up," Pavel answered merrily.
"The sun is rising," said the Little Russian. "The clouds are
racing; they're out of place to-day." He went into the kitchen all
disheveled but jolly after his sleep. "Good morning, mother dear;
how did you sleep?"
The mother went to him and whispered:
"Andriusha, keep close to him."
"Certainly. As long as it depends on us, we'll always stick to
each other, you may be sure."
"What's that whispering about?" Pavel asked.
"Nothing. She told me to wash myself better, so the girls will
look at me," replied the Little Russian, going out on the porch
to wash himself.
"'Rise up, awake, you workingmen,'" Pavel sang softly.
As the day grew, the clouds dispersed, chased by the wind. The
mother got the dishes ready for the tea, shaking her head over the
thought of how strange it was for both of them to be joking and
smiling all the time on this morning, when who knew what would
befall them in the afternoon. Yet, curiously enough, she felt
herself calm, almost happy.
They sat a long time over the tea to while away the hours of
expectation. Pavel, as was his wont, slowly and scrupulously mixed
the sugar in the glass with his spoon, and accurately salted his
favorite crust from the end of the loaf. The Little Russian moved
his feet under the table--he never could at once settle his feet
comfortably--and looked at the rays of sunlight playing on the wall
and ceiling.
"When I was a youngster of ten years," he recounted, "I wanted to
catch the sun in a glass. So I took the glass, stole to the wall,
and bang! I cut my hand and got a licking to boot. After the
licking I went out in the yard and saw the sun in a puddle. So I
started to trample the mud with my feet. I covered myself with mud,
and got another drubbing. What was I to do? I screamed to the sun:
'It doesn't hurt me, you red devil; it doesn't hurt me!' and stuck
out my tongue at him. And I felt comforted."
"Why did the sun seem red to you?" Pavel asked, laughing.
"There was a blacksmith opposite our house, with fine red cheeks,
and a huge red beard. I thought the sun resembled him."
The mother lost patience and said:
"You'd better talk about your arrangements for the procession."
"Everything's been arranged," said Pavel.
"No use talking of things once decided upon. It only confuses the
mind," the Little Russian added. "If we are all arrested, Nikolay
Ivanovich will come and tell you what to do. He will help you in
every way."
"All right," said the mother with a heavy sigh.
"Let's go out," said Pavel dreamily.
"No, rather stay indoors," replied Andrey. "No need to annoy the
eyes of the police so often. They know you well enough."
Fedya Mazin came running in, all aglow, with red spots on his cheeks,
quivering with youthful joy. His animation dispelled the tedium of
expectation for them.
"It's begun!" he reported. "The people are all out on the street,
their faces sharp as the edge of an ax. Vyesovshchikov, the Gusevs,
and Samoylov have been standing at the factory gates all the time,
and have been making speeches. Most of the people went back from
the factory, and returned home. Let's go! It's just time! It's
ten o'clock already."
"I'm going!" said Pavel decidedly.
"You'll see," Fedya assured them, "the whole factory will rise up
after dinner."
And he hurried away, followed by the quiet words of the mother:
"Burning like a wax candle in the wind."
She rose and went into the kitchen to dress.
"Where are you going, mother?"
"With you," she said.
Andrey looked at Pavel pulling his mustache. Pavel arranged his
hair with a quick gesture, and went to his mother.
"Mother, I will not tell you anything; and don't you tell me
anything, either. Right, mother?"
"All right, all right! God bless you!" she murmured.
When she went out and heard the holiday hum of the people's voices--
an anxious and expectant hum--when she saw everywhere, at the gates
and windows, crowds of people staring at Andrey and her son, a blur
quivered before her eyes, changes from a transparent green to a
muddy gray.
People greeted them--there was something peculiar in their greetings.
She caught whispered, broken remarks:
"Here they are, the leaders!"
"We don't know who the leaders are!"
"Why, I didn't say anything wrong."
At another place some one in a yard shouted excitedly:
"The police will get them, and that'll be the end them!"
"What if they do?" retorted another voice.
Farther on a crying woman's voice leaped frightened the window to
the street:
"Consider! Are you a single man, are you? They are bachelors and
don't care!"
When they passed the house of Zosimov, the man without legs, who
received a monthly allowance from the factory because of his
mutilation, he stuck his head through, the window and cried out:
"Pavel, you scoundrel, they'll wring your head off for your doings,
you'll see!"
The mother trembled and stopped. The exclamation aroused in her a
sharp sensation of anger. She looked up at the thick, bloated face
of the cripple, and he hid himself, cursing. Then she quickened her
pace, overtook her son, and tried not to fall behind again. He and
Andrey seemed not to notice anything; not to hear the outcries that
pursued them. They moved calmly, without haste, and talked loudly
about commonplaces. They were stopped by Mironov, a modest, elderly
man, respected by everybody for his clean, sober life.
"Not working either, Daniil Ivanovich?" Pavel asked.
"My wife is going to be confined. Well, and such an exciting day,
too," Mironov responded, staring fixedly at the comrades. He said
to them in an undertone:
"Boys, I hear you're going to make an awful row--smash the
superintendent's windows."
"Why, are we drunk?" exclaimed Pavel.
"We are simply going to march along the streets with flags, and sing
songs," said the Little Russian. "You'll have a chance to hear our
songs. They're our confession of faith."
"I know your confession of faith," said Mironov thoughtfully. "I
read your papers. You, Nilovna," he exclaimed, smiling at the
mother with knowing eyes, "are you going to revolt, too?"
"Well, even if it's only before death, I want to walk shoulder to
shoulder with the truth."
"I declare!" said Mironov. "I guess they were telling the truth
when they said you carried forbidden books to the factory."
"Who said so?" asked Pavel.
"Oh, people. Well, good-by! Behave yourselves!"
The mother laughed softly; she was pleased to hear that such things
were said of her. Pavel smilingly turned to her:
"Oh, you'll get into prison, mother!"
"I don't mind," she murmured.
The sun rose higher, pouring warmth into the bracing freshness of
the spring day. The clouds floated more slowly, their shadows grew
thinner and more transparent, and crawled gently over the streets
and roofs. The bright sunlight seemed to clean the village, to wipe
the dust and dirt from the walls and the tedium from the faces.
Everything assumed a more cheerful aspect; the voices sounded louder,
drowning the far-off rumble and heavings of the factory machines.
Again, from all sides, from the windows and the yards, different
words and voices, now uneasy and malicious, now thoughtful and gay,
found their way to the mother's ears. But this time she felt a
desire to retort, to thank, to explain, to participate in the
strangely variegated life of the day.
Off a corner of the main thoroughfare, in a narrow by-street, a
crowd of about a hundred people had gathered, and from its depths
resounded Vyesovshchikov's voice:
"They squeeze our blood like juice from huckleberries." His words
fell like hammer blows on the people.
"That's true!" the resonant cry rang out simultaneously from a
number of throats.
"The boy is doing his best," said the Little Russian. "I'll go help
him." He bent low and before Pavel had time to stop him he twisted
his tall, flexible body into the crowd like a corkscrew into a cork,
and soon his singing voice rang out:
"Comrades! They say there are various races on the earth--Jews and
Germans, English and Tartars. But I don't believe it. There are
only two nations, two irreconcilable tribes--the rich and the poor.
People dress differently and speak differently; but look at the rich
Frenchman, the rich German, or the rich Englishman, you'll see that
they are all Tartars in the way they treat their workingman--a
plague on them!"
A laugh broke out in the crowd.
"On the other hand, we can see the French workingmen, the Tartar
workingmen, the Turkish workingmen, all lead the same dog's life,
as we--we, the Russian workingmen."
More and more people joined the crowd; one after the other they
thronged into the by-street, silent, stepping on tiptoe, and craning
their necks. Andrey raised his voice:
"The workingmen of foreign countries have already learned this
simple truth, and to-day, on this bright first of May, the foreign
working people fraternize with one another. They quit their work,
and go out into the streets to look at themselves, to take stock of
their immense power. On this day, the workingmen out there throb
with one heart; for all hearts are lighted with the consciousness of
the might of the working people; all hearts beat with comradeship,
each and every one of them is ready to lay down his life in the war
for the happiness of all, for freedom and truth to all--comrades!"
"The police!" some one shouted.
CHAPTER XIX
From the main street four mounted policemen flourishing their knouts
came riding into the by-street directly at the crowd.
"Disperse!"
"What sort of talking is going on?"
"Who's speaking?"
The people scowled, giving way to the horses unwillingly. Some
climbed up on fences; raillery was heard here and there.
"They put pigs on horses; they grunt: 'Here we are, leaders, too!'"
resounded a sonorous, provoking voice.
The Little Russian was left alone in the middle of the street;
two horses shaking their manes pressed at him. He stepped aside,
and at the same time the mother grasped his hand, pulling him away
grumbling:
"You promised to stick to Pasha; and here you are running up against
the edge of a knife all by yourself."
"I plead guilty," said the Little Russian, smiling at Pavel. "Ugh!
What a force of police there is in the world!"
"All right," murmured the mother.
An alarming, crushing exhaustion came over her. It rose from within
her and made her dizzy. There was a strange alternation of sadness
and joy in her heart. She wished the afternoon whistle would sound.
They reached the square where the church stood. Around the church
within the paling a thick crowd was sitting and standing. There
were some five hundred gay youth and bustling women with children
darting around the groups like butterflies. The crowd swung from
side to side. The people raised their heads and looked into the
distance in different directions, waiting impatiently.
"Mitenka!" softly vibrated a woman's voice. "Have pity on yourself!"
"Stop!" rang out the response.
And the grave Sizov spoke calmly, persuasively:
"No, we mustn't abandon our children. They have grown wiser than
ourselves; they live more boldly. Who saved our cent for the marshes?
They did. We must remember that. For doing it they were dragged to
prison; but we derived the benefit. The benefit was for all."
The whistle blew, drowning the talk of the crowd. The people started.
Those sitting rose to their feet. For a moment the silence of death
prevailed; all became watchful, and many faces grew pale.
"Comrades!" resounded Pavel's voice, ringing and firm.
A dry, hot haze burned the mother's eyes, and with a single movement
of her body, suddenly strengthened, she stood behind her son. All
turned toward Pavel, and drew up to him, like iron filings attracted
by a magnet.
"Brothers! The hour has come to give up this life of ours, this
life of greed, hatred, and darkness, this life of violence and
falsehood, this life where there is no place for us, where we are
no human beings."
He stopped, and everybody maintained silence, moving still closer
to him. The mother stared at her son. She saw only his eyes, his
proud, brave, burning eyes.
"Comrades! We have decided to declare openly who we are; we raise
our banner to-day, the banner of reason, of truth, of liberty! And
now I raise it!"
A flag pole, white and slender, flashed in the air, bent down,
cleaving the crowd. For a moment it was lost from sight; then over
the uplifted faces the broad canvas of the working people's flag
spread its wings like a red bird.
Pavel raised his hand--the pole swung, and a dozen hands caught
the smooth white rod. Among them was the mother's hand.
"Long live the working people!" he shouted. Hundreds of voices
responded to his sonorous call. "Long live the Social Democratic
Workingmen's Party, our party, comrades, our spiritual mother."
The crowd seethed and hummed. Those who understood the meaning of
the flag squeezed their way up to it. Mazin, Samoylov, and the
Gusevs stood close at Pavel's side. Nikolay with bent head pushed
his way through the crowd. Some other people unknown to the mother,
young and with burning eyes, jostled her.
"Long live the working people of all countries!" shouted Pavel.
And ever increasing in force and joy, a thousand-mouthed echo
responded in a soul-stirring acclaim.
The mother clasped Pavel's hand, and somebody else's, too. She was
breathless with tears, yet refrained from shedding them. Her legs
trembled, and with quivering lips she cried:
"Oh, my dear boys, that's true. There you are now----"
A broad smile spread over Nikolay's pockmarked face; he stared at
the flag and, stretching his hand toward it, roared out something;
then caught the mother around the neck with the same hand, kissed
her, and laughed.
"Comrades!" sang out the Little Russian, subduing the noise of the
crowd with his mellow voice. "Comrades! We have now started a holy
procession in the name of the new God, the God of Truth and Light,
the God of Reason and Goodness. We march in this holy procession,
comrades, over a long and hard road. Our goal is far, far away, and
the crown of thorns is near! Those who don't believe in the might
of truth, who have not the courage to stand up for it even unto
death, who do not believe in themselves and are afraid of suffering
--such of you, step aside! We call upon those only who believe in
our triumph. Those who cannot see our goal, let them not walk with
us; only misery is in store for them! Fall into line, comrades!
Long live the first of May, the holiday of freemen!"
The crowd drew closer. Pavel waved the flag. It spread out in the
air and sailed forward, sunlit, smiling, red, and glowing.
"Let us renounce the old world!" resounded Fedya Mazin's ringing
voice; and scores of voices took up the cry. It floated as on a
mighty wave.
"Let us shake its dust from our feet."
The mother marched behind Mazin with a smile on her dry lips, and
looked over his head at her son and the flag. Everywhere, around
her, was the sparkle of fresh young cheerful faces, the glimmer of
many-colored eyes; and at the head of all--her son and Andrey. She
heard their voices, Andrey's, soft and humid, mingled in friendly
accord with the heavy bass of her son:
"Rise up, awake, you workingmen!
On, on, to war, you hungry hosts!"
Men ran toward the red flag, raising a clamor; then joining the
others, they marched along, their shouts lost in the broad sounds
of the song of the revolution.
The mother had heard that song before. It had often been sung in a
subdued tone; and the Little Russian had often whistled it. But now
she seemed for the first time to hear this appeal to unite in the
struggle.
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