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"I have come to drink Stafford's share of the tea as well as my own,"
he said cheerily. "You see, Mrs. Cary, in spite of your strict
injunctions, I have sent the poor fellow flying off on a fresh
business matter. He asked me to excuse him, as he was in a great
hurry."
"So it seems!" Mrs. Cary observed, rather tartly. "He might at least
have stayed to say good-by."
"Oh, well, you know what an impulsive creature he is," Travers
apologized. "Besides, I believe he means to drop in later on. Please
don't punish me, Mrs. Cary, for his delinquencies."
The suggestion that Stafford might resume his interrupted visit later
mollified Mrs. Cary at once.
"No, you shan't suffer," she assured him, with fat motherliness. "I
will go and tell the servants about tea at once."
The minute she was out of the room Travers came over to Beatrice's
side. A slight change had taken place in his expression. It reminded
her involuntarily of that night in the dog-cart when for an instant
his passions had forced him to drop the mask.
"You and I have every reason to congratulate each other," he said, in
a low voice. "We can now go ahead and win. The road is clear for us
both."
"What do you mean--what have you done?"
"Nothing," he answered, as Mrs. Cary reentered. "You will know in a
day or two. And then--well, the game will be in our hands, Miss Cary."
Mrs. Cary, who had caught the last remark, looked quickly and
suspiciously from one to the other.
"What's that you are talking about?" she demanded. "What game is in
your hands, Beaty?"
Travers smiled frankly.
"Miss Cary and I are working out a bridge problem," he explained. "We
have just discovered a solution to a difficulty. That's all."
His smile deepened as he glanced across at Beatrice, but there was no
response on her grave face. She half turned away from him, and for the
first time he thought that the climate was telling on her. She looked
white and harassed.
CHAPTER XIV
IN WHICH MANY THINGS ARE BROKEN
"I can't think what is making Captain Stafford so late," Lois said to
Mrs. Carmichael, who was, as usual, knitting at some unrecognizable
garment destined for a far-off London slum. "I wonder if he has
forgotten that to-day is the tournament, and that he promised to fetch
me."
"I hardly think he has forgotten the tournament," Travers remarked
carelessly. "He was speaking about it to Miss Cary this morning. I
expect he will be around soon--and if he fails, will I do instead?"
He looked at her with such a pleasant frankness in his eyes that any
awkwardness she might have felt became impossible, and she could only
smile back at him, grateful for the unchanged friendship which he had
retained for her.
"Of course you will do!" she said gaily. "But I must give him a few
minutes' grace. It has only just struck four o'clock."
The Colonel looked around. He had come in five minutes before, hot and
tired from a long ride of inspection, and his family, knowing his
small peculiarities, had allowed him to get over his first exhaustion
undisturbed.
"I shouldn't wait too long, little girl," he said, smiling kindly. "I
fancy Stafford is not at all up to the mark. I told him to take a day
off if he wanted it."
"Why, when did you see him?" his wife asked.
"This morning, of course, at parade. He struck me then as being rather
peculiar."
"Ill?" Lois exclaimed with some alarm. She put her racquet on the
table and came and slipped her hand through the Colonel's arm. "You
don't think he is ill?" she asked earnestly.
Colonel Carmichael shook his head.
"No," he said, "not exactly ill." He laid his hand gently upon hers,
so that she could not draw it back. "Let us go outside and see if he
is coming," he went on.
The old man--for sorrow and physical weakness had made him older than
his years--led the way on to the verandah, still holding Lois' hand in
his own. He could not have explained the indefinable force which drove
him out of his wife's presence. His ear shrank from her hard,
matter-of-fact voice and undisturbed optimism. She who had never had
any mood but the one energetic and untirable one, had no comprehension
for the changing shades of his temper--would, indeed, have rather
scorned the necessity of understanding them. She did not believe in
what she called "vapors," and when they ventured to cross her path she
swept them away again--or thought she did--with a none too sparing
brush.
Unfortunately, there are some characters who can not overcome
depression, be it reasonable or unreasonable, simply because someone
else happens to be cheerful. The source of their melancholy lies too
deep, and the more hidden it is, the more inexplicable, the harder it
is to be overcome. It is as though a chord in their temperament is
linked to the future, and vibrates with painful presentiment before
that which is to come. Colonel Carmichael was one of these so-called
sensitive and moody people--quite unknown to himself. When the cloud
hung heavily over his head, he said it was his liver or the heat, and
took his cure in the form of solitude, thus escaping his wife's
pitiless condemnation. And on this afternoon, yielding to his
instinct, he sought to be alone with Lois. Lois never disturbed him or
jarred on his worn-out nerves. In spite of her energy and vigor, there
was a side of her nature which responded absolutely to his own, and
with her he could always be sure of a sympathetic silence, or, what
was still more, a gentle sadness which helped him more than any
overflow of strident high spirits.
For some little time they stood together arm-in-arm, looking over the
garden. The excuse that they were watching for Stafford was no more
than an excuse, for from their position the road was completely hidden
by the high wall with which the whole compound was surrounded. Through
the foliage of the trees the outline of the old bungalow was faintly
visible, and thither their earnest contemplation was directed. For
both of them it was something more than a ruin, something more than a
relic out of the tragic past. It had become, above all for the
Colonel, a part of their lives, a piece of inanimate destiny to which
they felt themselves tied by all the bonds of possession. It was
theirs, and they in turn were possessed by the influence it exercised
over their lives. Their dear ones had died within its walls, and some
intuition, feeling blindly through the lightless passages of the
future, told them that its history was not yet ended.
Colonel Carmichael bent down and looked into Lois' dark face. He had
grown to love her as his own child, and the desire to protect and
guard her from all misfortune was the one strong link that held him in
the world. Life as life had disappointed him, not because he had made
a failure out of it, but because success was not what he had supposed
it to be. It is very likely that his subsequent indifference to
existence, coupled with a far from robust constitution, would have
long since cut short his earthly career had it not been for Lois. She
held him fast. He flattered himself--as what loving soul does
not?--that he was necessary to her, that only his old hand could keep
her path clear from thorns and pitfalls. It was the last duty which
life had given him to perform, and he clung to it gratefully, never
realizing the pathetic truth--the saddest truth of all--that with all
our love, all our heartfelt devotion and self-sacrifice, we can no
more shield our dear ones from the hand of Fate than we can shield
ourselves, and that their salvation, if salvation there be for them,
can only come from their own strength.
"What a grave face!" he said, with a lightness he was not feeling.
"Why so serious, dear? Has anything gone wrong?"
She shook her head.
"No, nothing whatever; on the contrary, I was thinking how grateful
for all my happiness I ought to feel--and do feel. Would you call me
an ungrateful, discontented person, Uncle?"
"You? No! What makes you ask?"
"I think I _am_ ungrateful, only you don't notice it, because I am not
more so than most, and perhaps less than a good many. Everybody has
flashes of self-revelation, don't you think, when one sees oneself and
the whole world in the true proportions and not as in every-day life.
I have just had such a revelation. I was feeling rather annoyed that
Captain Stafford should have forgotten the tournament and so make me
late; and then you said something about him--you spoke as though he
were ill--and the sickening thought flashed through my mind: suppose
you--or some one I loved--were taken from me--died? Then things
slipped into their right size. The petty woes and grievances which so
constantly irritate me became petty. I didn't care in the least about
the tennis--I thanked God for you and for your love."
He saw that she was strangely moved. Her voice had a rough, dry sound
which he had not heard before, and her brows were knitted in a plucky
effort to keep back the tears that some inward pain had driven to her
eyes.
"I didn't mean to frighten you, Lois," he said remorsefully. "How was
I to know that you were so easily alarmed?"
She pressed his arm with warm affection.
"There is nothing to be regretted," she said. "I ought to be glad that
a little thing can stir me--some people need catastrophe. If it had
not been for that sudden fear, I might have been bad-tempered and
spoiled the day for myself and every one."
"And then you would have had to add it to the long list of days which
haunt us in later life," he added almost to himself, "--one of the
occasions for happiness which we have wilfully defaced. But there, I
think I hear some one coming. It is probably Stafford. Won't you run
and meet him?"
She drew her hand quickly from his arm as though in answer to his
suggestion, then hesitated and shook her head.
"I think I will wait here with you," she said, looking up at him.
He nodded, and they stood side by side watching the pathway which led
around to the highroad beyond the compound. Colonel Carmichael was
smiling to himself. His wife's sure conviction that the hour of Lois'
union with Stafford was not far off had at last overcome his own
inexplicable doubts and objections, and he even considered the
possibility with a kind of satisfaction not unmingled with pain. "It
is well that she should have a good strong man to protect her," he
thought, conscious of age and growing infirmity. Then he looked down
at the happy face beside him and his smile lost all trace of
bitterness. "She loves him," was the concluding thought that flashed
through his mind as Stafford appeared around the corner. He meant to
say something in tender jest to her, but the words died on his lips
and he felt that the hand upon his arm had tightened. It was the only
sign which Lois made that a sudden change had come over her horizon.
She said nothing, but in the same moment that the Colonel's eyes
rested on her in half tender, half teasing query, she knew
instinctively that her happiness had shattered against a rock which,
hidden beneath a treacherously calm sea, had struck suddenly at the
very foundations of her world.
Stafford was coming toward them slowly, his head bent. It was not his
face which, like a bitter frost, froze the overflow of her happy heart
to icy fear--for she could not see it. It was his attitude, his
movements, above all a terrible return of that presentiment which
already once that day had darkened her hopeful, cheery mood. Do what
she would, she could not move to meet him. She could only stand there,
clinging to her guardian's arm, the smile of welcome stiffening on her
pale lips. The Colonel was the first to speak. He held out his
disengaged hand with a frank movement of pleasure.
"Glad to see you, Stafford," he said. "I was beginning to think the
fever had really got hold of you. What has caused the delay?"
"Delay?" Stafford repeated dully, looking from one to the other.
Travers, who had joined them a moment before, laughed with sincerity.
"My good fellow--surely you have not forgotten?" he said. "You
promised to fetch Miss Caruthers for the tournament."
"Ah, the tournament!" Stafford passed his hand quickly across his
forehead like a man who has been awakened roughly from a dream. "Of
course--the tournament. I am awfully sorry--" He turned to Lois with
a curious, awkward gesture. "--I'm afraid I can't come. I--I am not
very fit--in fact--" He hesitated and then stopped altogether, looking
past her with his brows knitted, his lips compressed as though in an
effort to keep back an exclamation of pain.
"You look out of sorts," Travers agreed sympathetically. "Come and
take my chair. I'll look after Miss Caruthers--if she will let me."
Lois shook her head. She was watching Stafford's ashy face and there
was a pity in her eyes which was deepening every instant to
tenderness. All suffering awoke in her an instant response, and this
man was dear to her--how dear she only realized now that the lines of
pain were on his forehead.
"You are not to bother," she said gently, but with an unmistakable
decision. "I can manage quite well by myself. I shall start as soon as
I have given Captain Stafford a cup of tea. Sit down--it will do you
good."
Stafford made an abrupt gesture of refusal. The movement was almost
violent, as though for an instant he had lost hold over himself. Then
he pulled himself together, looking her full and steadily in the face.
"It is very good of you," he said, "but indeed I can not wait. I have
only come to break a piece of news to you. As--my best friends here, I
thought it only right that you should be told first."
Travers rose with a mock alacrity.
"Am I _de trop,_ or do I count among the 'best friends'?" he asked.
Stafford nodded, but he did not meet the quizzical eyes which studied
his face. He was still looking at Lois.
"Please remain," he said. "I wish you to know--and Miss Cary wishes
you to know also."
"Miss Cary?" It was the Colonel's turn to speak. His veined hand
rested clenched on the verandah balustrade, and there was a sudden
sternness in his attitude and voice which filled the atmosphere with
an electric suspense. "What has Miss Cary to do with the matter?"
"Everything. Miss Cary has consented to become my wife."
[Illustration: "Miss Cary has consented to become my wife."]
He was not looking at Lois now, but at the Colonel, and then afterward
at Travers. The latter had turned away and was gazing out over the
garden, his arms folded over his broad, powerful chest. His silence
was pointed, brutally significant. It threatened to force an
explanation which each present was ready to give his life to avoid.
The Colonel, Mrs. Carmichael, Stafford himself, each thought of Lois
in that brief silence, and each after his own character acted in
obedience to the instinctive desire to protect and uphold her. No one
looked at her. It was as though they were afraid to read a pitiful
self-betrayal on her young, mobile features, and with a fierce attempt
at composure the Colonel turned to Stafford. He meant to break the icy
threatening silence with the first commonplace which occurred to him,
and at the bottom of his heart he cursed Travers for his attitude of
unconcealed scorn. The next instant, the clumsy words which he had
gathered together in his rage and distress were checked by Lois
herself. She advanced to Stafford with outstretched hand, her face
grave but absolutely composed.
"I congratulate you," she said. "I hope you will be very happy."
That was all, but it sufficed to break the spell which held them
bound. The Colonel's commonplace passed unnoticed, and Mrs. Carmichael
murmured inaudibly. Only Travers remained silent, immovable.
"Thank you," Stafford said. He had taken Lois' hand without hesitation
and the painful uneasiness which had at first marked his manner had
given place to a certain grave, decided dignity. "Thank you," he
repeated. "I hope we shall be happy. In the meantime, I must ask you
to keep our engagement private. My future wife wishes it for the
present--only you were to be told. So much I owed to you."
"Yes, you owed us so much," the Colonel said, and there was a faint,
irrepressible irony in his tone.
Stafford still held Lois' hand. He seemed to have forgotten that he
held it, and when she gently drew it away he started and a wave of
dark color mounted to his forehead.
"I must go now," she said. "I shall be late for the tournament, and I
am to play with Captain Webb in the doubles. It would not be fair for
me to spoil everything. I--I am very glad and grateful that you told
us."
Mrs. Carmichael gripped the arms of her chair. She saw more than her
husband saw, and there was something in that absolute self-possession
which frightened her.
"Please go with Lois, Mr. Travers," she said sharply, recklessly. "I
do not want her to go that long way alone. I should worry the whole
evening."
"May I, Miss Caruthers?" Travers had turned at last and was looking at
her. "You promised me that I might act as substitute. Do you
remember?" His tone was low, significant, full of a profound feeling
which he knew she would hear and understand.
She took his extended arm and he felt that she clung to him for
support.
"Thank you," she said under her breath.
She went with him to the head of the verandah Steps, blindly obeying
his strong guidance. Then she saw the Colonel's face and suddenly she
laughed lightly, cheerfully, as though nothing in the world had
happened, and her eyes flashed with an unconquerable courage.
"You are not to bother," she called back to him. "I shall play up and
win. I shall come back with all the prizes."
He nodded. He understood and recognized the fighting spirit, and his
admiration kindled and mingled with a biting, cruel grief. He watched
her as she walked proudly erect at Travers' side, and his heart ached.
He understood what his wife had understood in the first moment and
what an hour before would have seemed impossible to them both; he
understood that they were helpless, that they could neither protect
nor comfort the brave young life which had been confided to their
care. Their love, great as it was, lay useless, and his last pride,
his last consolation was gone. He threw it to the wrecked lumber on
his life's road. He did not hear Stafford's farewell nor his wife's
icy response. He stood there with his hand clenched on the balustrade,
motionless and wordless, until the evening shadows had crept over the
silent garden. In that hour he knew himself to be an old and broken
man.
Many miles away a dusty, haggard-faced rider urged his weary horse
over the great highroad. Danger lurked in every shadow, but he heeded
nothing--was scarcely conscious of what went on about him. He, too,
suffered, but no remorse mingled itself with his tight-lipped grief.
He had done the right and--according to his code and way of
thinking--the only merciful thing.
CHAPTER XV
THE GREAT HEALER
"Yes, it's a fine building," Travers said, looking about him with an
expression of satisfaction. "The Rajah hasn't spared the paint in any
way. You see, it was all native work, so he killed two birds with one
stone--pleased us and gave the aborigines a job. He has gone quite mad
on reforms, poor fellow!" He laughed, not in the least contemptuously,
but with a faint pity. "And it's all your doing, Miss Beatrice," he
went on, turning to her with an elaborate bow. "You should be very
proud of your work."
She looked him straight in the face. They were in the new ballroom of
the clubhouse which the Rajah of Marut had just opened. In the
adjacent tearoom she heard voices raised in gay discussion, but for
the moment they were quite alone.
"You give me more credit in the matter than I deserve," she said. "Is
that generosity on your part, or--are you shirking your share of the
responsibility?"
"I--shirk my share of the responsibility!" he exclaimed with a
good-tempered lifting of the eyebrows. "My dear lady, have you ever
known me to do such a thing?"
She smiled rather sarcastically.
"No, Mr. Travers, but I own that the idea does not seem to me wholly
impossible."
"And even if you were right, why should I in this particular case
'shirk the responsibility,' as you put it? Surely it is not
responsibility we have incurred, but gratitude."
She walked by his side over to the open windows which looked out on to
the as yet uncultivated and barren gardens.
"The question is this," she said at last: "Does the superficial
gratitude of a crowd in any way compensate for the fact that, in order
to obtain it, a whole life's happiness has been incidentally
sacrificed?"
"I know to whom you are alluding," he said, looking earnestly at her,
"although, as a matter of fact, the two things have nothing to do with
each other, except in your imagination. You mean Lois. Yes, of course
she has had a hard time. Who doesn't? But it's rubbish to talk of a
'life's happiness.' In the first place, there isn't such a thing
--nothing lasts so long as a lifetime, I assure you. In the second,
Lois has not sustained any real loss--not any which I can not make
good to her."
"Do you imagine yourself so all-sufficient?" she asked.
"I have confidence in my own powers," he admitted. "That is the first
condition of success. I believe that in a few hours I shall have Lois
on the road to recovery."
"I do not in the least understand your methods," Beatrice said, "but
they have hitherto been so eminently successful that I suppose I ought
not to question them. I hope for the best. I really was rather sorry
for Lois--especially as she behaved so well."
"Are you starting a conscience, Miss Beatrice?" Travers asked gaily.
"I rather suspect you. It would be such a typically feminine
proceeding."
"There you are quite wrong," she answered, with a shade of annoyance
in her cool voice. "A conscience is an appendage which I discarded a
good many years ago as the luxury of respectability. As you know, and
as any woman at the Station would tell you, I am not respectable."
"Whence this anxiety, then?"
"It is purely a practical one. You talk of gratitude--do you really
think anyone is grateful to me for--this?" She waved her hand toward
the lofty, handsomely decorated room before her. "Why, I doubt if
anyone remembers that I had anything to do with it. But every one
suspects me of having bewitched Stafford into becoming a
deserter--thanks to Mrs. Carmichael's tongue--and every one feels a
just and holy indignation. I doubt whether they really care a rap
about poor Lois, and indeed I could accuse one or two of a certain
satisfaction; but the matter has given them a new whip with which to
beat us out of Marut."
"But you will not be beaten out of Marut," Travers said, a smile
passing over his fresh face. "You have got a far too firm footing. The
woman who has bagged the finest catch in the Station has nothing more
to fear."
"You mean Captain Stafford?"
"I do."
"Then, if you have no objection, we will leave that subject alone."
"By all means, if you wish it," he agreed, somewhat taken aback. "But,
between friends, you know, one does not need to be so delicate."
Her hands played idly with the handle of her silk parasol.
"It is not a matter of delicacy," she said, "--at least, not
altogether. It would be rather silly to begin with that sort of thing
at my time of life, wouldn't it? But--you don't know for certain that
I shall marry Captain Stafford."
"My dear lady! You have accepted him!" Travers exclaimed.
She looked at him, her clear hazel eyes flashing with momentary fun.
"It is very bad policy to rely upon what a woman says further back
than twenty-four hours," she warned him.
For once he remained serious.
"That may be true, but it is sometimes necessary to warn her that
first thoughts are best."
"Now, what do you mean?"
He folded his arms over his broad chest.
"Miss Beatrice," he said, appearing to ignore her question, "do you
remember some time ago my telling you that we were like two partners
at a game of bridge?"
"I remember very well."
"Well, we are still partners, though the game is nearing its end. As a
rule I am for straight, aboveboard play, but there are moments when a
man is strongly tempted to cheat."
"Haven't we cheated all through?" she inquired, with a one-sided
smile.
"By no means. We have finessed, that's all. Just at present I feel
impelled to--well, give you a hint under the table."
"Why?"
"Miss Beatrice, more or less I stand in the position of a skilled and
rich player who has tempted a less wealthy partner into a doubtful
game. If my plans fail, I can look after myself; but I shouldn't like
to get you in a mess. If I give you a hint, will you keep counsel?"
"I suppose I must."
"Well, then, it's just this. Your mother has invested the greater part
of her money in the Marut Company. I did not want her to--I'll say
that for myself--but she has the speculating craze, and nothing would
stop her. Of course the mine will be an immense success--but if it
isn't, I should like to see you, as my partner, well out of reach of
the results."
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