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7 LADY HESTER;
OR,
URSULA'S NARRATIVE.
CONTENTS.
CHAPTER I. SAULT ST. PIERRE
CHAPTER II. TREVORSHAM
CHAPTER III. THE PEERAGE CASE
CHAPTER IV. SKIMPING'S FARM
CHAPTER V. SPINNEY LAWN
CHAPTER VI. THE WHITE DOE'S WARNING
CHAPTER VII. HUNTING
CHAPTER VIII. DUCK SHOOTING
CHAPTER IX. TREVOR'S LEGACY
CHAPTER I. SAULT ST. PIERRE.
I write this by desire of my brothers and sisters, that if any
reports of our strange family history should come down to after
generations the thing may be properly understood.
The old times at Trevorsham seem to me so remote, that I can hardly
believe that we are the same who were so happy then. Nay, Jaquetta
laughs, and declares that it is not possible to be happier than we
have been since, and Fulk would have me remember that all was not
always smooth even in those days.
Perhaps not--for him, at least, dear fellow, in those latter times;
but when I think of the old home, the worst troubles that rise before
me are those of the back-board and the stocks, French in the school-
room, and Miss Simmonds' "Lady Ursula, think of your position!"
And as to Jaquetta, she was born under a more benignant star. Nobody
could have put a back-board on her any more than on a kitten.
Our mother had died (oh! how happily for herself!) when Jaquetta was
a baby, and Miss Simmonds most carefully ruled not only over us, but
over Adela Brainerd, my father's ward, who was brought up with us
because she had no other relation in the world.
Besides, my father wished her to marry one of my brothers. It would
have done very well for either Torwood or Bertram, but unluckily, as
it seemed, neither of them could take to the notion. She was a dear
little thing, to be sure, and we were all very fond of her; but, as
Bertram said, it would have been like marrying Jaquetta, and Torwood
had other views, to which my father would not then listen.
Then Bertram's regiment was ordered to Canada, and that was the real
cause of it all, though we did not know it till long after.
Bertram was starting out on a sporting expedition with a Canadian
gentleman, when about ten miles from Montreal they halted at a farm
with a good well-built house, named Sault St. Pierre, all looking
prosperous and comfortable, and a young farmer, American in his ways-
-free-spoken, familiar, and blunt--but very kindly and friendly, was
at work there with some French-Canadian labourers.
Bertram's friend knew him and often halted there on hunting
expeditions, so they went into the house--very nicely furnished, a
pretty parlour with muslin curtains, a piano, and everything
pleasant; and Joel Lea called his wife, a handsome, fair young woman.
Bertram says from the first she put him in mind of some one, and he
was trying to make out who it could be. Then came the wife's mother,
a neat little delicate, bent woman, with dark eyes, that looked,
Bertram said, as if they had had some great fright and never
recovered it. They called her Mrs. Dayman.
She was silent at first, and only helped her daughter and the maid to
get the dinner, and an excellent dinner it was; but she kept on
looking at Bertram, and she quite started when she heard him called
Mr. Trevor. When they were just rising up, and going to take leave,
she came up to him in a frightened agitated manner, as if she could
not help it, and said--
"Sir, you are so like a gentleman I once knew. Was any relation of
yours ever in Canada?"
"My father was in Canada," answered Bertram.
"Oh no," she said then, very much affected, "the Captain Trevor I
knew was killed in the Lake Campaign in 1814. It must be a mistake,
yet you put me in mind of him so strangely."
Then Bertram protested that she must mean my father, for that he had
been a captain in the --th, and had been stationed at York (as
Toronto was then called), but was badly wounded in repulsing the
American attack on the Lakes in 1814.
"Not dead?" she asked, with her cheeks getting pale, and a sort of
excitement about her, that made Bertram wonder, at the moment, if
there could have been any old attachment between them, and he
explained how my father was shipped off from England between life and
death; and how, when he recovered, he found his uncle dying, and the
title and property coming to him.
"And he married!" she said, with a bewildered look; and Bertram told
her that he had married Lady Mary Lupton--as his uncle and father had
wished--and how we four were their children. I can fancy how kindly
and tenderly Bertram would speak when he saw that she was anxious and
pained; and she took hold of his hand and held him, and when he said
something of mentioning that he had seen her, she cried out with a
sort of terror, "Oh no, no, Mr. Trevor, I beg you will not. Let him
think me dead, as I thought him. And then she drew down Bertram's
tall head to her, and fairly kissed his forehead, adding, "I could
not help it, sir; an old woman's kiss will do you no harm!"
Then he went away. He never did tell us of the meeting till long
after. He was not a great letter writer, and, besides, he thought my
father might not wish to have the flirtations of his youth brought up
against him. So we little knew!
But it seems that the daughter and son-in-law were just as much
amazed as Bertram, and when he was gone, and the poor old lady sank
into her chair and burst out crying, and as they came and asked who
or what this was, she sobbed out, "Your brother Hester! Oh! so like
him--my husband!" or something to that effect, as unawares. She
wanted to take it back again, but of course Hester would not let her,
and made her tell the whole.
It seems that her name was Faith Le Blanc; she was half English, half
French-Canadian, and lived in a village in a very unsettled part,
where Captain Trevor used to come to hunt, and where he made love to
her, and ended by marrying her--with the knowledge of her family and
his brother officers, but not of his family--just before he was
ordered to the Lake frontier. The war had stirred up the Indians to
acts of violence they had not committed for many years, and a tribe
of them came down on the village, plundering, burning, killing, and
torturing those whom they had known in friendly intercourse.
Faith Le Blanc had once given some milk to a papoose upon its
mother's back, and perhaps for this reason she was spared, but
everyone belonging to her was, she believed, destroyed, and she was
carried away by the tribe, who wanted to make her one of themselves;
and she knew that if she offended them, such horrors as she had seen
practised on others would come on her.
However, they had gone to another resort of theirs, where there was a
young hunter who often visited them, and was on friendly terms. When
he found that there was a white woman living as a captive among them,
he spared no effort to rescue her. Both he and she were often in
exceeding danger; but he contrived her escape at last, and brought
her through the woods to a place of safety, and there her child was
born.
It was over the American frontier, and it was long before she could
write to her husband. She never knew what became of her letter, but
the hunter friend, Piers Dayman, showed her an American paper which
mentioned Captain Trevor among the officers killed in their attack.
Dayman was devoted to her, and insisted on marrying her, and bringing
up her daughter as his own. I fancy she was a woman of gentle
passive temper, and had been crushed and terrified by all she had
gone through, so as to have little instinct left but that of clinging
to the protector who had taken her up when she had lost everything
else; and she married him. Nor did Hester guess till that very day
that Piers Dayman was not her father!
There were other children, sons who have given themselves to hunting
and trapping in the Hudson's Bay Company's territory; but Hester
remained the only daughter, and they educated her well, sending her
to a convent at Montreal, where she learnt a good many
accomplishments. They were not Roman Catholics; but it was the only
way of getting an education.
Dayman must have been a warm-hearted, tenderly affectionate person.
Hester loved him very much. But he had lived a wild sportsman's life,
and never was happy at rest. They changed home often; and at last he
was snowed up and frozen to death, with one of his boys, on a bear
hunting expedition.
Not very long after, Hester married this sturdy American, Joel Lea,
who had bought some land on the Canadian side of the border, and her
mother came home to live with them. They had been married four or
five years, but none of their children had lived.
So it was when the discovery came upon poor old Mrs. Dayman (I do not
know what else to call her), that Fulk Torwood Trevor, the husband of
her youth, was not dead, but was Earl of Trevorsham; married, and the
father of four children in England.
Poor old thing! She would have buried her secret to the last, as
much in pity and love to him as in shame and grief for herself; and
consideration, too, for the sons, for whom the discovery was only
less bad than for us, as they had less to lose. Hester herself
hardly fully understood what it all involved, and it only gradually
grew on her.
That winter her mother fell ill, and Mr. Lea felt it right that the
small property she had had for her life should be properly secured to
her sons, according to the division their father had intended. So a
lawyer was brought from Montreal and her will was made. Thus another
person knew about it, and he was much struck, and explained to Hester
that she was really a lady of rank, and probably the only child of
her father who had any legal claim to his estates. Lea, with a good
deal of the old American Republican temper, would not be stirred up.
He despised lords and ladies, and would none of it; but the lawyer
held that it would be doing wrong not to preserve the record. Hester
had grown excited, and seconded him; and one day, when Lea was out,
the lawyer brought a magistrate to take Mrs. Dayman's affidavit as to
all her past history--marriage witnesses and all. She was a good
deal overcome and agitated, and quite implored Hester never to use
the knowledge against her father; but she must have been always a
passive, docile being, and they made her tell all that was wanted,
and sign her deposition, as she had signed her will, as Faith Trevor,
commonly known as Faith Dayman.
She did not live many days after. It was on the 3rd of February,
1836, that she died; and in the course of the summer Hester had a
son, who throve as none of her babies had done.
Then she lay and brooded over him and the rights she fancied he was
deprived of, till she worked herself up to a strong and fixed
purpose, and insisted upon making all known to her father. Now that
her mother was gone she persuaded herself that he had been a cruel,
faithless tyrant, who had wilfully deserted his young wife.
Joel Lea would not listen to her. Why should she wish to make his
son a good-for-nothing English lord? That was his view. Nothing but
misery, distress, and temptation could come of not letting things
alone. He held to that, and there were no means forthcoming either
of coming to England to present herself. The family were well to do,
but had no ready money to lay out on a passage across the Atlantic.
Nor would Hester wait. She had persuaded herself that a letter would
be suppressed, even if she had known how to address it; but to claim
her son's rights, and make an earl of him, had become her fixed idea,
and she began laying aside every farthing in her power.
In this she was encouraged, not by the lawyer who had made the will--
and who, considering that poor Faith's witnesses had been destroyed,
and her certificate and her wedding ring taken from her by the
Indians, thought that the marriage could not be substantiated--but by
a clever young clerk, who had managed to find out the state of
things; a man named Perrault, who used to come to the farm, always
when Lea was out, and talk her into a further state of excitement
about her child's expectations, and the injuries she was suffering.
It was her one idea. She says she really believes she should have
gone mad if the saving had not occupied her; and a very dreary life
poor Joel must have had whilst she was scraping together the passage-
money. He still steadily and sternly disapproved the whole, and when
at two years' end she had put together enough to bring her and her
boy home, and maintain them there for a few weeks, he still refused
to go with her. The last thing he said was, "Remember, Hester, what
was the price of all the kingdoms of the world! Thou wilt have it,
then! Would that I could say, my blessing go with thee." And he
took his child, and held him long in his arms, and never spoke one
word over him but, "My poor boy!"
CHAPTER II. TREVORSHAM
I suppose I had better tell what we had been doing all this time.
Adela and I had come out, and had a season or two in London, and my
father had enjoyed our pleasure in it, and paid a good deal of court
to our pretty Adela, because there was no driving Torwood into
anything warmer than easy brotherly companionship.
In fact, Torwood had never cared for anyone but little Emily
Deerhurst. Once he had come to her rescue, when she was only nine or
ten years old, and her schoolboy cousins were teasing her, and at
every Twelfth-day party since she and he had come together as by
right. There was something irresistible in her great soft plaintive
brown eyes, though she was scarcely pretty otherwise, and we used to
call her the White Doe of Rylstone. Torwood was six or seven years
older, and no one supposed that he seriously cared for her, till she
was sixteen. Then, when my father spoke point blank to him about
Adela, he was driven into owning what he wished.
My father thought it utter absurdity. The connection was not
pleasant to him; Mrs. Deerhurst was always looked on as a designing
widow, who managed to marry off her daughters cleverly, and he could
believe no good of Emily.
Now Adela always had more power with papa than any of us. She had a
coaxing way, which his stately old-school courtesy never could
resist. She used when we were children to beg for holidays, and get
treats for us; and even now, many a request which we should never
have dared to utter, she could, with her droll arch way, make him
think the most sensible thing in the world.
What odd things people can do who have lived together like brothers
and sisters! I can hardly help laughing when I think of Torwood
coming disconsolately up from the library, and replying, in answer to
our vigorous demands, that his lordship had some besotted notion past
all reason.
Then we pressed him harder--Adela with indignation, and I with
sympathy--till we forced out of him that he had been forbidden ever
to think or speak again of Emily, and all his faith in her laughed to
scorn, as delusions induced by Mrs. Deerhurst.
"I'm sure I hope you'll take Ormerod, Adela," I remember he ended;
"then at least you would be out of the way."
For Sir John Ormerod's courtship was an evident fact to all the
family, as, indeed, Adela was heiress enough to be a good deal
troubled with suitors, though she had hitherto managed to make them
all keep their distance.
Adela laughed at him for his kind wishes, but I could see she meant
to plead for him. She had her chance, for Sir John Ormerod brought
matters to a crisis at the next ball; and though she thought, as she
said, "she had settled him," he followed it up with her guardian, and
Adela was invited to a conference in the library.
It happened that as she ran upstairs, all in a glow, she came on
Torwood at the landing. She couldn't help saying in her odd half-
laughing, half-crying voice--
"It will come right, Torwood; I've made terms, I'm out of your way."
"Not Ormerod!" he exclaimed.
"Oh! no, no!" I can hear her dash of scorn now, for I was just
behind my brother, but she went on out of breath--
"You may go on seeing her, provided you don't say a word--till--till
she's been out two years."
"Adela! you queen of girls, how have you done it?" he began, but she
thrust him aside and flew up into my arms; and when I had her in her
own room it came out, I hardly know how, that she had so shown that
she cared for no one she had ever seen except my father, that they
found they _did_ love each other; and--and--in short they were going
to be married."
Really it seemed much less wonderful then than it does in thinking of
it afterwards. My father was much handsomer than any young man I
ever saw, with a hawk nose, a clear rosy skin, pure pink and white
like a boy's, curly little rings of white hair, blue eyes clear and
bright as the sky, a tall upright soldierly figure, and a magnificent
stately bearing, courteous and grand to all, but sweetly tender to a
very few, and to her above all. It always had been so ever since he
had brought her home an orphan of six years old from her mother's
death-bed at Nice. And he was youthful, could ride or hunt all day
without so much fatigue as either of his sons, and was as fresh and
eager in all his ways as a lad.
And she, our pretty darling! I don't think Torwood and I in the
least felt the incongruity of her becoming our step-mother, only that
papa was making her more entirely his own.
I am glad we did not mar the sunshine. It did not last long. She
came home thoroughly unwell from their journey to Switzerland, and
never got better. By the time the spring had come round again, she
was lying in the vault at Trevorsham, and we were trying to keep poor
little Alured alive and help my poor father to bear it.
He was stricken to the very heart, and never was the same man again.
His age seemed to come upon him all at once; and whereas at sixty-
five he had been like a man ten years younger, he suddenly became
like one ten years older; and though he never was actually ill, he
failed from month to month.
He could not bear the sight or sound of the poor baby. Poor Adela
had scarcely lived to hear it was a boy, and all she had said about
it was, "Ursula, you'll be his mother." And, oh! I have tried. If
love would do it, I think he could not be more even to dear Adela!
What a frail little life it was! What nights and days we had with
him; doctors saying that skill could not do it, but care might; and
nurses knowing how to be more effective than I could be; yet while I
durst not touch him I could not bear not to see him. And I do think
I was the first person he began to know.
Meantime, there was a great difference in Torwood. He had been very
much of a big boy hitherto. No one but myself could have guessed
that he cared for much besides a lazy kind of enjoyment of all the
best and nicest things in this world. He did what he was told, but
in an uninterested sort of way, just as if politics and county
business, and work at the estate, were just as much tasks thrust on
him as Virgil and Homer had been; and put his spirit into sporting,
&c.
But when he was allowed to think hopefully of Emily, it seemed to
make a man of him, and he took up all that he had to do, as if it
really concerned him, and was not only a burden laid on him by his
father.
And, as my father became less able to exert himself, Torwood came
forward more, and was something substantial to lean upon. Dear
fellow! I am sure he did well earn the consent he gained at last,
though not with much satisfaction, from papa.
Emily had grown into great sweetness and grace, and Mrs. Deerhurst
had gone on very well. Of course, people were unkind enough to say,
it was only because she had such prey in view as Lord Torwood; but,
whatever withheld her, it is certain that Emily only had the most
suitable and reasonable pleasures for a young lady, and was
altogether as nice, and gentle, and sensible, as could be desired.
There never was a bit of acting in her, she was only allowed to grow
in what seemed natural to her. She was just one of the nice simple
girls of that day, doing her quiet bit of solid reading, and her
practice, and her neat little smooth pencil drawing from a print, as
a kind of duty to her accomplishments every day; and filling books
with neat up-and-down MS. copies of all the poetry that pleased her.
Dainty in all her ways, timid, submissive, and as it seemed to me,
colourless.
But Fulk taught her Wordsworth, who was his great passion then, and
found her a perfect listener to all his Tory hopes, fears, and
usages.
Papa could not help liking her when she came to stay with us, after
they were engaged, at the end of two years. He allowed that, away
from her mother and all her belongings, she would do very well; and
she was so pretty and sweet in her respectful fear of him--I might
almost say awe--that his graceful, chivalrous courtesy woke up again;
and he was beginning absolutely to enjoy her, as she became a little
more confident and understood him better.
How well I remember that last evening! I was happier than I had been
for weeks about little Alured: the convulsions had quite gone off,
the teeth that had caused them were through, and he had been laughing
and playing on my lap quite brightly--cooing to his mother's
miniature in my locket. He was such an intelligent little fellow for
eighteen months! I came down so glad, and it was so pleasant to see
Emily, in her white dress, leaning over my father while he had gone
so happily into his old delight of showing his prints and engravings;
and Torwood, standing by the fire, watching them with the look of a
conqueror, and Jaquetta--like the absurd child she loved to be--
teasing them with ridiculous questions about their housekeeping.
They were to have Spinney Lawn bought for them, just a mile away, and
the business was in hand. Jaquey was enquiring whether there was a
parlour for The Cid, Torwood's hunter, whom she declared was as dear
to him as Emily herself. Indeed, Emily did go out every morning
after breakfast to feed him with bread. I can see her now on
Torwood's arm, with big Rollo and little Malta rolling over one
another after them.
Then came an afternoon when we had all walked to Spinney Lawn, laid
out the gardens together, and wandered about the empty rooms,
planning for them. The birds were singing in the March sunshine, and
the tomtits were calling "peter" in the trees, and Jaquetta went
racing about after the dogs, like a thing of seven years old, instead
of seventeen. And Torwood was cutting out a root of primroses,
leaves and all, for Emily, when we saw a fly go along the lane, and
wondered, with a sort of idle wonder. We supposed it must be
visitors for the parsonage, and so we strolled home, looking for
violets by the way, and Jaquetta getting shiny studs of celandine.
Ah! I remember those glistening stars were all closed before we came
back.
Well, it must come, so it is silly to linger! There stood the fly at
the hall-door, and the butler met us, saying--
"There's a person with his lordship, my lord. She would not wait
till you came in, though I told her he saw no one on business without
you--"
Torwood hastened on before this, expecting to see some importunate
person bothering my father with a petition. What he did see was my
father leaning back in his chair, with a white, confounded,
bewildered look, and a woman, with a child on her lap, opposite. Her
back was to the door, and Torwood's first impression was that she was
a well-dressed impostor threatening him; so he came quickly to my
father's side, and said--
"What is it father? I'm here."
My poor father put out his hand feebly to him, and said--
"It is all true, Torwood. God forgive me; I did not know it!"
"Know what?" he asked anxiously. "What is it that distresses you,
father? Let me speak to this person--"
Then she broke out--not loud, not coarsely, but very determinately--
"No, sir; you would be very glad to suppress me, and my child, and my
evidence, no doubt; but the Earl of Trevorsham has acknowledged the
truth of my claim, and I will not leave this spot till he has
acknowledged my mother as his only lawful wife, and my child, Trevor
Lea, as his only lawful heir!"
Torwood thought her insane and only said quietly, as he offered my
father his arm, "I will talk it over with you presently; Lord
Trevorsham is not equal to discuss it now."
"I see what you mean!" she said quickly. "You would like to make me
out crazy, but Lord Trevorsham knows better. Do not you, my father?"
she said, with a strong emphasis, the more marked, because it was
concentrated, not loud.
My poor father was shuddering all over with involuntary trembling;
but he put Torwood's hand away from him, and looked up piteously, as
if his heart was breaking (as it was); but he spoke steadily. "It is
true. It is true, Torwood. I was married to poor Faith, when I was
a young man, in Canada. They sent me proofs that all had perished
when the Indians attacked the village; but--" and then he put his
hands over his face. It must have been dreadful to see; but Hester
Lea was too much bent on her rights to feel a moment's pity; and she
spoke on in a hard tone, with her eyes fixed on my brother's face.
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